Why am i filling the way I do, why I always love the wrong person who I know that he is gonna make me live pure pain. Why don’t I love someone who loves me and care just about me, why do I love my best friend there are many handsome boys out there but my heart choose him he will never love me like he use to love her or loves her, I know with one word I can be his girl friend but I want him to love me not show me to his friends.i know at the end of this love I’ll loose a best friend and the only one I trust my heart to, I know that I’am not that luky to make him love me just for me, love is painful, iknow but I remember some one telling me that my second love will be happy but instead it’s even more painful because I’ am gonna loose a treasure that I always keep in mind, I love him ani will always do but y secret will stay with me forever